Kepada insan yg ku angguhkan jgn putus harapan, teruskn hidup tanpa ku disini.. Satu langkah dgn takdir jodoh, binalah satu kehidupan yg tiada tandingan yg ternilai.. Aku hanya disini seketika menunggu waktu.. Pada mlm ini, saat ini dan kenangan hebat ini, akan ku bawa didalam hati terbang jauh dari sini, lebih jauh daripada angkasa utk menemuiNya yang satu.. Kejamkan matamu, jika rindukn wajahku..

Untuk si dia yang ku kenal, cinta dan sayang aku padanya tidak akan pernah padam. Buatlah aku tersenyum dengan bahagiakan dirimu. Kejamkan matamu, aku pasti disisi mu..

Arghh I have a lot of problems that made me sick..
Well,it no worth staying in this world anymore.
I hate having life by my side.
I wish to be as clean as a baby..
Firstly,I hate relationship problems..
Which made my eyes get redish as I can't sleep and I cried for him for days.
Hmm,because of that,I'm sick and I did not attend school.
When I did not attend school,my father asked to go to doctor.
I insisted not to go.
He got so angry and he threw his temper at me..
I just relax till a part I need to defend myself..

To Muslim readers only,

So,as I am fasting,
I cool myself down..
Den,I defend myself by saying:
It useless if you have when to Mekkah and yet at a precious month of Ramadhan,
You are angry..
Have you or have you not when to Mekkah;a place of hopes.?
I don't want to go to hospital because as you said,it is a waste of money,
So,I insisted not to go..
You have Sin.
Don't you know that?
And somemore you want to add Sin?
What kind of father are you?
I am fasting..
And don't you know that when you are angry at someone whom is fasting,you will get a Sin

I thought of killing myself but it is no worth as it will just add more Sin..
hmm,so I'll just have to wait patientlu for my turn..
And yesterday,I felt as if I'm gonna die..
To Hafiz,this is all happening because of you..
!!
UNDERSTOOD?!
I'm going crazy!
No one will understand me.
Not even Hafiz
My friends
Or anyone
But God knows



rbby noraa