Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Hate life!
Sunday, March 7, 2010
My Laptop was lacking..I feel like banging it outside my house!Well,I had just recover from overdosing of pills..It quite bored at home..Since I 'm sick for this few days,I did not went out with my friends nor boyfriend..hmm,feeling extreme bored right here..Hees..Guess what?I admire someone this few days but I want to keep it as a low profile secret..haiz..but I guess that person knows it already..My biggest wish is to change myself but I just couldn't..How can I change myself to be the ME when I was in Secondary 2?I like the way I am when I am in Sec 2..Relaxing,cool n most of all friendly..Hishh..Now,everything changes for me..Although I 'm different,I still need to live in this world..I'm still a human being afterall..I love being myself although I'm different.. God please give me a blessing to change on WHAT i'VE DONE WRONG..I am still not in mood to post..I just wish to have friends in school espesially in my class so that I don't feel neglected in school..I need someone's desire to be put in me..These few days,I've been silently sobbing inside my room..No one understands my true sadness feeling..only I do..bby i wish you were by my side..
I'm tired of asking
Is this the final time
So did I make you happy?
Because you cried an ocean
About the way you smile
Written in my mind
Every single words a lie
I never wanted everything to end this way
But you can take the bluest sky turn to grey
I swear I did my best to change
But you said it won't won't matter
till here tathaa..
I gtg!!
hehe
You caught me undone
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Today I am sick..I went to doctor for a check..
The doctor freaky thought that I was pregnant..
Lolxx:P
hmm..
Then Izad just wait for me outside till I finish my check..
I do not wish to be attached..
Reasons that when I am attached,I will not concentrate in my study..
Why??
Then,I went to the LAN..
Thought of playing Life 4 Dead but......
Supposingly,today I am suppose to go to Republic Polytechnic
to have my course but end up I never went for it..
Bustard Ilyas go see my post!
Yesterday,
Went to West Coast Park with Zaza and izadENGzz..
He talks English all the way..
Hate it..
hhess..
I thought he got scandal..
At last checked his phone it was my cousin, AdeQ siahh!
I feel like dropping school because no one even care about me in school..
BORING..
I wish to have him by my side all the time but he just couldn't accept it..
I'm in a sorrow..
LOVE,
nora